I Feel So Isolated...

Some says, "masarap mging SINGLE" .Nsabi ko nga rin minsan un e. Ung pakiramdam n, malaya k, wlang pipigil s nararamdaman mo, wlang mamimili para sau. Pero ewan ko, ngaun kc, being single(since birth) makes me feel so isolated from normal people. Everytime n nakakakita aqo ng couple, sweethearts, partners, d mapigilan ng sarili n mging emotional . Those sad memories still goes back. I'm runnin away and hiding from it but it still follows me as if it was like my own SHADOW.
Pakiramdam ko, d ako normal. "May pakiramdam pro wlang mapaglaanan." I sometimes hope n bumalik n lng ung present time into past so i can spend my earlier time pra s mga ganung bgay. Bigla ko 2loy ngustuhan ung mga songs n nkhiligan ko nung mga high school to elementary times, Ha!Ha!Ha! Nakakatuwa kc it sometimes make me feel com4table and calm. I also try to go out, mangulet, magbasa...
Haaayyy.. Ano p nga b? Daming options but still can't find the ryt and exact answer. I still don't know how to OVERCOME this kinda thing.